It loved to happen.

K-POP!!!!!!!
Big Bang, Super Junior, Se7en, My god the list goes on and on and on
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Cheating. With my personality, if you want to break up to go out with someone else, I'd rather bear that heartache than the worse (in my mind, anyway) heartache of having been cheated on.

SENSE OF HUMOR!!! I want to laugh in this life and for someone to laugh alongside with.

ChalakChalak is the last song of my favorite Indian movie, Devdas. Great song, lively, upbeat but like life itself, sad underneath the front of joy.

My ideal job: the original Catcher in the Rye.

I had completely forgotten that I do have somewhere to mumble on about stuff and no one reads it which makes me feel a bit better about things. I will no longer complain about college because we all know how much that sucks. I will however complain over the fact that seeing as I am much poor, I have no real money to spend in $120 books that I will use once or twice this semester. Brooklyn college should know this by now since it's a CUNY school. Piano lessons are really tiring me out. I have to play a particularly hard piece by Schumann which I'm pretty sure Nodame played as well. It's his second piano sonata in G minor and its practically killing me. I also have to play the second movement of Apassionatta which I cannot play because I end  up crying every time I do. It's just virtually impossible  not to cry when you hear the song much less when you play it. It's not overly difficult but it really tugs hte heartstring ya know.

Anyway, my second Nodame fic is on the way but I was very disappointed with my first which I'm not suprised over. I always go through really bad first tries before I hit the jackpot (or at least in my mind). I also usually write smut to start any fandom but Nodame doesn't strike me as all smutty. It's weird to think of them doing such things. LOL. I will write it though; I'll incorporate it into my next fic.

My dog is begging for food. Imma go.

Later,
ChalakChalak

 I'm listening to Pandora which is the best alternative for the disgusting thing called radio. I haven't listened to the radio since 1997. Not once...unless I'm forced at a party or at a friend's house. But this place lets you pick a song that you like, my first was 'Let Go' by Frou Frou and it searches for songs similar to it and plays them for free. It's pretty great. You can skip, choose something else, and so on. IT's fudging awesome. 

I'm pretty tired. Work was murdered today. I work at a theatre company so it gets pretty hectic. Mi piano exam is over. I played Beethoven's 'Pathetique' which is one of my fave song ever (which is why I fell in love with Nodame Cantabile in the first place) and I think I did pretty well. Hopefully.

that's me for Halloween. Sad, I think so especially since I matched with my dog. *sigh*

http://fan.cantdeny.com/everlasting

I'm bored.
Chalakchalak

 College is, by far, the most boring place in the world. Mind you, I go to Brooklyn College where the campus is one of the best in the United States. The campus is a place where I can be by myself under the big yellow sun and sleep if I so desire and to me, that's the best thing in the world. Today, it was cold and rainy but I fell asleep by the Koi pond with the light drizzle coming down on me and it was just...magical. I could have cried. Those are the moments I long for every day but unfortunately, most days I'm stuck in class or at the library. Big papers, big exams, big everything but do we actually learn anything? We spent three weeks on the Iliad. I learned nothing. I enjoyed the book, mind ya, it was interesting but who in the future will ask us about Achilleus? 

Maybe I'm being too harsh. But really....I was re-watching Nodame Cantabile yesterday. If anything, I wish I had that drive for music like Chiaki has. Or at least, a drive for anything really. I'm kinda just bouncing around the city. My big hope is to leave the U.S. and go to Japan, permanently if possible. Anywhere but here. The U.S. sickens me. That's right, Bush, it sickens me. 

What's this subway raise their talking about? Where are the repairs that have supposebly happened? Why is NO ONE saying anything about it? Do we all just accept it? Man...I need to cool down. 

My dog's causing mayhem. I'll vent more later.

All the best,
ChalakChalak

This is the first time I've had anything resembling this type of journal. I'm still old fashioned (though I'm only 19) but I prefer a good ol' pen and paper to write my thoughts down. However, it is more convinient to write down stuff on the laptop. That said, I have nothing TO say cause I'm not a very interesting person.

Currently thinking about writing a fanfiction story about Nodame but I gotta work things out. What can I say,..I'm a dork for a messy musician and a super hot, incredibly talented director, and something I like to call lunacy.

All the best,
ChalakChalak


ps- I have a fanfiction acount and its www.fanfiction.net/~chalakchalak
Under youtube, I am pixie1912 (or pixy1912 I'm not sure)