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Friday, December 11th, 2009
11:56 pm
The fact that I jizzed in my pants is irrelevant to this post.

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Being 21 does not mean I can't fangirl like crazy. And I've had three cups of coffee today, stood in minus thirty degree weather all day today (I can feel the sickness creeping up on me) and came home to crazy ass parents who know not the meaning of forgive and forget.

I'm allowed to fangirl for today.

Current Mood: I need a good laugh
5:01 pm
Where's my Hannie-gege solo?????
I don't like the Concert CD's. AT ALL. How dare they not put "Betrayal" there?
siufh i g jsig jadijg foj foisjdf


Current Mood: recumbent
Tuesday, December 8th, 2009
6:01 pm
Because I'm bored
On the twelfth day of Christmas, chalakchalak sent to me...
Twelve black_silvers drumming
Eleven jkhearts piping
Ten axax_spins a-leaping
Nine 690secs dancing
Eight princess_momos a-milking
Seven mayleanns a-swimming
Six treekingdoms a-laying
Five _a-a-a-ayumix_s
Four jinbitchs
Three korean boybands
Two korean dramas
...and a hangeng in a uhrelax.
Get your own Twelve Days:

Current Mood: bored
Saturday, December 5th, 2009
10:19 pm
O-tanjobi omedeto!
So I'm legal now. Whoop-dee-do. I've been drinking, bad-assing, and asserting myself way before this age so it really means nothing. It snowed/rained/Jesus'pissed all day and it was MIGHTY cold so I didn't really do anything. More like, I stayed home, ate some cake, took some photos (which I'll post later), studied, and annoyed my dog to death.

However, turning 21 is important since I've been preparing myself for a few things. First, I've long ago asserted who I am. I am a 21 year old girl who still wakes up to watch morning cartoons, will buy a forty dollar novelty crap (pig-rabbit, is that you?), and will forever have the Peter Pan syndrome. However, I do know what responsibilities I have though compared to others, they are not much. I still have (thankfully) both my parents who care for me even at this age. I have a roof over my head, food in my belly, and clothes on mt back. I, in return, rarely ask for money (or anything really), study my ass off, and don't bring home lunatics, convicted felons, or underage boyfriends home. Nor have I brought home kids, diseases, and kids (which I don't like anyway)

So get ready world, cause I am legal, responsible, and bad-assing a hole through society. So what if I'm studying business. I will bring Hello Kitty bags to school, tell those crazy religious kids why they're ignorant (you have to know them to understand my anger at them) and graduate from International Business with Honors and Japanese under my belt.

Here are them pics and Mutatedpuffin, here's something for you!Collapse )

You know you want it:
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Current Mood: thoughtful
Friday, December 4th, 2009
3:34 pm
Procrastinating 'cause I'm a cool chick like that
No but really, I shouldn't be. Final exams are looming ahead and the last thing I need to be doing is jealously looking at Thai Super Junior concert pictures. Even worse, http://forhangeng.wordpress.com/ has incredible little blogs about the unrequited love of my life which just makes me think that I'm never gonna find a guy like Hannie-gege and will probably spend the rest of my life with my dog.

So yeah...

Disappointment aside, the exams are eating my liver alive with worry. If I'm majoring in Buss. why do I need to take Geology and worse, CHEMISTRY! Just the word makes me wanna cry (literally, I'm not a science person. All I know is that the Earth is a rock and that's it.) And Accounting (I firmly believe) is something that the devil created with the purpose of driving people crazy.

I need Shisus to save me.
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Current Mood: pessimistic
Saturday, November 7th, 2009
1:35 pm
I love you, that will never change.
Yes, I KNOW I'm uber late but fiajfajskfajkfjjakjdfjakdjfka!!!!!!

Blue Tomorrow video was....ugh, Hannie-gege's tears are weapons of mass destruction to my poor, lonely, heart. Not to mention that the lyrics are actually quite beautiful (after Shuper Ghurl, I was apprehensive)

I'm sure all of those who have friended me have seen the video but I'll put it up regardless with the best eng translation I've seen so far.

Take me now, Hannie-gege.

Current Mood: weird
Sunday, November 1st, 2009
9:08 pm
Just thought I'd share my pics of my favorite holiday. Unfortunately, due to the heavy rain, I couldn't take pictures of other people's costumes during the NYC Halloween parade so it's just me and my sister and best friend.

Btw, my best friend is the PERFECT Joker.

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This is Halloween, This is Halloween, LalalaCollapse )

Current Mood: scared
Thursday, October 29th, 2009
7:57 pm
Don't have panties???
It's all right! Cause that's why there are Twilight panties for your convenience.

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Not only are these highly uncomfortable to wear to a communal bath, but also come with a special surprise.

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Yes, guys, it's true...

SOurce: http://twitarded.blogspot.com/2009/10/pattinson-panties-edward-undies-we-got.html

Current Mood: indescribable
Wednesday, October 28th, 2009
2:59 pm
I'm off to my doom...
You guys, I am TERRIFIED!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, there are no words for how scared I am. In....almost an hour, I head off to my Accounting midterm to which I know little to no answers to. Not because I'm not smart or even because my teacher isn't good (she's really good) but Accounting makes NO SENSE to meeeeeeeeee!!!

If I fail this class, not only do I have to take the class over again (DOOOOM) but my GPA drops...and I have a 3.6 right now. Shitty McShit!

The concept is really hard, in my view. All these debits and credits and depreciation...they keep telling me I'll use it as a business person but the only reason I took business was to travel abroad. I don't plan on becoming an accountant.

Ugh, enough. I'm trying to study but nothing's sticking anymore.

Good bye, cruel world. You have failed me.

Current Mood: CRAAAPPYY!
Monday, October 26th, 2009
8:37 pm
Just some pics
Cause I liked my outfit and it was a nice day in NY.

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Current Mood: chipper
Thursday, October 22nd, 2009
8:56 pm
I had the strangest dream last night. Usually, whenever I have dreams, they're random things from my random life and I rarely, if ever dream of celebrities. Yesterday, however, I had a dream of Hannie-gege. Now, it was strange mainly because I felt like I knew him. As in knew him, knew him. And I was lying on his stomach, looking up at him, and there a feeling of sadness. You know when you dream something so real you can feel it?? I was SAD! I had the feeling that we were parting. Then it was more weird.

I'm an excellent sleeper because I wake up easily to important sounds (my dog's whimpers, my mom's whispers) but not to sirens going off outside ( I live in NY, it happens a lot) but then I have the ability to sleep as soon as my head hits the pillow. Yesterday, I heard my doggy scratching the door and for the life of me, I did not want to wake up. It was like I didn't want to let go of the dream I had. Now, the silly side of me would have made some joke on how it should have been a sexy dream but it made me sad for most of the morning.

I'll end tonight with this, just cause.

"She tells her love while half asleep,
in the dark hours
with half words whispered low,
As Earth stirs in her winter sleep
And puts out grass and flowers
Despite the snow.
Despite the falling snow."
-- Robert Graves

Current Mood: melancholy
Friday, October 16th, 2009
8:11 pm
Hannie-gege with My enemy!!! Barbies
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I don't remember where I got them from but why??? They were literally naked, these barbies, and SUJU-M had to dress 'em up.

Do these boys even know what those pointy things on their chest are????
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Current Mood: hyper
Tuesday, October 13th, 2009
6:32 pm
Birthday meme thingamahoozie!
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic Active in games and interactions Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.


Current Mood: uncomfortable
Tuesday, October 6th, 2009
6:54 pm
Long rant is long...maybe
Being the forever dork that I am and not caring that at twenty years of age, I should not be spending valuable study time watching Teen Titans.....I was. And particularly, the second episode of the first season, amply names "sisters" got me thinking.

I have a sister who, being born 11 years into my life, is TOTALLY and COMPLETELY different that I am. My mother (my whole family) is 100 percent spanish and so I was brought up in a very spanish way. I don't mean to say violently because my mother is not that type but certainly with installed fear of my parents (which I think plenty of American kids need, but that's just my opinion). My sister can get away with murder..literally. I mean, the girl can talk back, scream back, throw stuff and my mom will only shake her head and reprimand her.

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Um, say what? No! I would have gotten my ass beat if AND ONLY IF I EVEN THOUGHT OF SPEAKING BACK. But ok, I can handle it. Fine, have her call you a witch behind your back, pretend you don't hear. Whatever.

However, she says it to me, you bet I ain't taking it lying down. Though she's nine, my personality won't change. I will tell her exactly what she is.

Whatever. Not only that, but I grew up my entire life around my male cousins, playing with guns and trucks and wrestling and thinking that farts and boobs are the funniest things in the world. I only realized I myself was a woman when I started growing boobs.

She is the epitome of girliness. Pink and flowers and rainbows, she loves it all. Hannah Montana is her idol, for god's sakes. My idols was Jackie Chan and Jet Li. I rarely cry over ANYTHING, including things which I should cry about. She cries at EVERYTHING.

If you haven't gotten the point, my sister and I are worse than water and oil. I went through my fours years of High School avoiding drama (succesfully, thank you very much) only to have her bring it home. Um...no thanks, kbye.

Ok, I'm done. Ugh, I feel so much better.

Current Mood: cold
Monday, September 28th, 2009
3:52 pm
Abracadabra, bitches!
It was the definition of greatness. And my Ga-In bias grew even more cause bitch is FIERCE and GORGEOUS! They all looked like flowers cause their skin is so pale and.....ahhh, it was great. I waited forever though, to get to see them. I ate tons at the festival but I had to get good seat so I had to stop the excessive eating and sit my ass down.

But when they got on stage, people (BOYS) were beasting all over the place (not that I can truly blame them)

Ahhh, the happiness abounds friends.

I have pics and videos but everything looks like a fine mess. I'll post them up regardless.

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Current Mood: jubilant
Thursday, September 24th, 2009
10:52 pm
Oh, C-dramas, what you do to me
I just finished watching Fairy From Wonderland and I am a puddle of tears. It takes a real love story to get me this way and I look like Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer. I'm in love with Hu Ge, every character he plays is just so....... real, so lovable, so...honest.

Brb, crying again.

So anyway, the story is basically about an immortal who falls in love with a mortal. Obviously, drama ensues but what's really sweet is that they know they must be split apart but they enjoy their moments together SOOO much. You know at that stage where you're first in love and nothing else matter and you're pretty much on Cloud 9. Yeah, well, they stay at that stage forever. It sounds corny but they're separated so it's somewhat true. Ugh, brb, crying AGAIN!!!

I love Ariel Lin. Not so much in Started with a Kiss or ISWAK but in this one and in Legend of the Condor Heroes, she's fucking great. And Hu Ge....I'm convinced all Chinese men are like him and Hannie-gege.

Ugh. I need to sleep before I start bawling again.

Ariel Lin Pictures, Images and Photos

I'll leave this here.

Seriously, I need to stop crying.

Current Mood: melancholy
Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009
1:17 pm
At college
But I'm bored and tired and I desperately wanna go home. Right now. I have a presentation in the next class but I get really nervous standing in front of them. Usually I wouldn't give a crap but today out of all days I had no desire to dress up so I look like le crap, and on top of that it's the type of class where there's a group of people who seem to know enough on the subject to actually teach the class.

Now lemme explain what I mean here. I'm in an international business class which means I'm here to learn, hence the point of taking the class. However, these guys are already knowledgeable on this topic so what do they do??? They argue with the prof, the scoff at those who ask question, and such. It's annoying and stupid and I absolutely abhor it. Again, I'm in the class to learn, not to be hear them be know it all.

So now I have to do a boring ass presentation with these people when I feel and look like crap and I wanna go home now!!!!!!!!!!

On a lighter note, I'm too lazy to post the pics but have you guys seen Suju-M and their weird animalistic magazine scans.


Current Mood: stressed
Sunday, September 20th, 2009
3:30 pm
I'm done for!

There are............no words......................


Current Mood: ZOMG!
Thursday, September 17th, 2009
9:56 pm
Oh mah Shuper Girl!

He's fierce and I loved the remix he did of Shuper Girl. All of them, actually, are incredible. I wonder how he got into Korean music....

Current Mood: yum yum
Monday, September 14th, 2009
9:17 pm
All good things come to an end....
Patrick Swayze died today of pancreatic cancer. His movies brought me a lot of joy and happiness so I am quite saddened by the news. *sigh* It reminds me of Ponyboy from The Outsiders (a movie which he starred in, ironically enough)who quoted Robert Frost,

"Nature's first green is gold

Her hardest hue to hold

Her early leaf's a flower;

But only so an hour.

Then leaf subsides to leaf.

So Eden sank to grief,

So dawn goes down to day.

Nothing gold can stay."

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Condolences to the family

Current Mood: morose
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