It loved to happen.

NOMNONMNOMNOMNOMMMMM

2009-12-12T04:56:03Z

The fact that I jizzed in my pants is irrelevant to this post.

IT'S GLOOOORIOUS!!!!!!!!

Being 21 does not mean I can't fangirl like crazy. And I've had three cups of coffee today, stood in minus thirty degree weather all day today (I can feel the sickness creeping up on me) and came home to crazy ass parents who know not the meaning of forgive and forget.

I'm allowed to fangirl for today.

Where's my Hannie-gege solo?????

2009-12-11T22:01:08Z

I don't like the Concert CD's. AT ALL. How dare they not put "Betrayal" there?
siufh i g jsig jadijg foj foisjdf

I have no words. It's not fair. It's not effing fair. I WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNTTTTTTTT IIIIIIIIITTTTTT!

Because I'm bored

2009-12-08T23:02:02Z

On the twelfth day of Christmas, chalakchalak sent to me...

Twelve black_silvers drumming

Eleven jkhearts piping

Ten axax_spins a-leaping

Nine 690secs dancing

Eight princess_momos a-milking

Seven mayleanns a-swimming

Six treekingdoms a-laying

Five _a-a-a-ayumix_s

Four jinbitchs

Three korean boybands

Two korean dramas

...and a hangeng in a uhrelax.

O-tanjobi omedeto!

2009-12-06T03:19:59Z

So I'm legal now. Whoop-dee-do. I've been drinking, bad-assing, and asserting myself way before this age so it really means nothing. It snowed/rained/~~Jesus'pissed~~ all day and it was MIGHTY cold so I didn't really do anything. More like, I stayed home, ate some cake, took some photos (which I'll post later), studied, and annoyed my dog to death.

However, turning 21 is important since I've been preparing myself for a few things. First, I've long ago asserted who I am. I am a 21 year old girl who still wakes up to watch morning cartoons, will buy a forty dollar novelty crap (pig-rabbit, is that you?), and will forever have the Peter Pan syndrome. However, I do know what responsibilities I have though compared to others, they are not much. I still have (thankfully) both my parents who care for me even at this age. I have a roof over my head, food in my belly, and clothes on mt back. I, in return, rarely ask for money (or anything really), study my ass off, and don't bring home lunatics, convicted felons, or underage boyfriends home. Nor have I brought home kids, diseases, and kids (which I don't like anyway)

So get ready world, cause I am legal, responsible, and bad-assing a hole through society. So what if I'm studying business. I will bring Hello Kitty bags to school, tell those crazy religious kids why they're ignorant (you have to know them to understand my anger at them) and graduate from International Business with Honors and Japanese under my belt.

I see you, Pig-Rabbit

And for you, mutatedpuffin

Boy is fhaine!

You know you want it:

Procrastinating 'cause I'm a cool chick like that

2009-12-04T20:34:11Z

No but really, I shouldn't be. Final exams are looming ahead and the last thing I need to be doing is ~~jealously~~ looking at Thai Super Junior concert pictures. Even worse, http://forhangeng.wordpress.com/ has incredible little blogs about the unrequited love of my life which just makes me think that I'm never gonna find a guy like Hannie-gege and will probably spend the rest of my life with my dog.

So yeah...

Disappointment aside, the exams are eating my liver alive with worry. If I'm majoring in Buss. why do I need to take Geology and worse, CHEMISTRY! Just the word makes me wanna cry (literally, I'm not a science person. All I know is that the Earth is a rock and that's it.) And Accounting (I firmly believe) is something that the devil created with the purpose of driving people crazy.

I need Shisus to save me.

Mmm!

I love you, that will never change.

2009-11-07T18:39:02Z

Yes, I KNOW I'm uber late but fiajfajskfajkfjjakjdfjakdjfka!!!!!!

Blue Tomorrow video was....ugh, Hannie-gege's tears are weapons of mass destruction to my poor, lonely, heart. Not to mention that the lyrics are actually quite beautiful (after Shuper Ghurl, I was apprehensive)

I'm sure all of those who have friended me have seen the video but I'll put it up regardless with the best eng translation I've seen so far.

Take me now, Hannie-gege.

chalakchalak @ 2009-11-01T21:08:00

2009-11-02T02:12:16Z

Just thought I'd share my pics of my favorite holiday. Unfortunately, due to the heavy rain, I couldn't take pictures of other people's costumes during the NYC Halloween parade so it's just me and my sister and best friend.

Btw, my best friend is the PERFECT Joker.

Y'all know how much I love my dog so don't worry, my father loves him too much to actually hurt him. The picture came out GREAT, though.

Don't have panties???

2009-10-30T00:02:07Z

It's all right! Cause that's why there are Twilight panties for your convenience.

Not only are these highly uncomfortable to wear to a communal bath, but also come with a special surprise.

Yes, guys, it's true...

SOurce: http://twitarded.blogspot.com/2009/10/pattinson-panties-edward-undies-we-got.html

I'm off to my doom...

2009-10-28T19:05:04Z

You guys, I am TERRIFIED!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, there are no words for how scared I am. In....almost an hour, I head off to my Accounting midterm to which I know little to no answers to. Not because I'm not smart or even because my teacher isn't good (she's really good) but Accounting makes NO SENSE to meeeeeeeeee!!!

If I fail this class, not only do I have to take the class over again (DOOOOM) but my GPA drops...and I have a 3.6 right now. Shitty McShit!

The concept is really hard, in my view. All these debits and credits and depreciation...they keep telling me I'll use it as a business person but the only reason I took business was to travel abroad. I don't plan on becoming an accountant.

Ugh, enough. I'm trying to study but nothing's sticking anymore.

Good bye, cruel world. You have failed me.

I saw Siwon today!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-27T22:38:05Z

Ok, so not really, but he surprised me. As I was happily walking down the streets of Korea Way in NY, I saw this!

It's basically an ad of Kyochon chicken, everyone knows this chicken commercial, of course:

And with a hottie like this, how can I say no.....??? I applied....!!!! @_@

Mmmm, Siwon!!! I was all like:

Rant done!

Just some pics

2009-10-27T00:42:29Z

Cause I liked my outfit and it was a nice day in NY.

And my outift, perfect for the day.

Ugh, but they came out blurry! Le poot!

chalakchalak @ 2009-10-22T20:56:00

2009-10-23T01:07:08Z

I had the strangest dream last night. Usually, whenever I have dreams, they're random things from my random life and I rarely, if ever dream of celebrities. Yesterday, however, I had a dream of Hannie-gege. Now, it was strange mainly because I felt like I knew him. As in knew him, knew him. And I was lying on his stomach, looking up at him, and there a feeling of sadness. You know when you dream something so real you can feel it?? I was SAD! I had the feeling that we were parting. Then it was more weird.

I'm an excellent sleeper because I wake up easily to important sounds (my dog's whimpers, my mom's whispers) but not to sirens going off outside ( I live in NY, it happens a lot) but then I have the ability to sleep as soon as my head hits the pillow. Yesterday, I heard my doggy scratching the door and for the life of me, I did not want to wake up. It was like I didn't want to let go of the dream I had. Now, the silly side of me would have made some joke on how it should have been a sexy dream but it made me sad for most of the morning.

I'll end tonight with this, just cause.

"She tells her love while half asleep,
in the dark hours
with half words whispered low,
As Earth stirs in her winter sleep
And puts out grass and flowers
Despite the snow.
Despite the falling snow."
-- Robert Graves

Hannie-gege with My enemy!!! Barbies

2009-10-17T00:15:59Z

I don't remember where I got them from but why??? They were literally naked, these barbies, and SUJU-M had to dress 'em up.

Do these boys even know what those pointy things on their chest are????
SIWON KNOWS!!

Birthday meme thingamahoozie!

2009-10-13T22:53:32Z

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. ~~Patriotic~~ ~~Active in games and interactions~~ Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. ~~Influential in organizations.~~ Fun to be with. ~~Loves to socialize.~~ Loves praises. ~~Loves attention.~~ Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Fufufufufufufufufufufuufufu.

Long rant is long...maybe

2009-10-06T23:04:17Z

Being the forever dork that I am and not caring that at twenty years of age, I should not be spending valuable study time watching Teen Titans.....I was. And particularly, the second episode of the first season, amply names "sisters" got me thinking.

I have a sister who, being born 11 years into my life, is TOTALLY and COMPLETELY different that I am. My mother (my whole family) is 100 percent spanish and so I was brought up in a very spanish way. I don't mean to say violently because my mother is not that type but certainly with installed fear of my parents (which I think plenty of American kids need, but that's just my opinion). My sister can get away with murder..literally. I mean, the girl can talk back, scream back, throw stuff and my mom will only shake her head and reprimand her.

Um, say what? No! I would have gotten my ass beat if AND ONLY IF I EVEN THOUGHT OF SPEAKING BACK. But ok, I can handle it. Fine, have her call you a witch behind your back, pretend you don't hear. Whatever.

However, she says it to me, you bet I ain't taking it lying down. Though she's nine, my personality won't change. I will tell her exactly what she is.

Whatever. Not only that, but I grew up my entire life around my male cousins, playing with guns and trucks and wrestling and thinking that farts and boobs are the funniest things in the world. I only realized I myself was a woman when I started growing boobs.

She is the epitome of girliness. Pink and flowers and rainbows, she loves it all. Hannah Montana is her idol, for god's sakes. My idols was Jackie Chan and Jet Li. I rarely cry over ANYTHING, including things which I should cry about. She cries at EVERYTHING.

If you haven't gotten the point, my sister and I are worse than water and oil. I went through my fours years of High School avoiding drama (succesfully, thank you very much) only to have her bring it home. Um...no thanks, kbye.

Ok, I'm done. Ugh, I feel so much better.

Abracadabra, bitches!

2009-09-28T20:16:19Z

It was the definition of greatness. And my Ga-In bias grew even more cause bitch is FIERCE and GORGEOUS! They all looked like flowers cause their skin is so pale and.....ahhh, it was great. I waited forever though, to get to see them. I ate tons at the festival but I had to get good seat so I had to stop the excessive eating and sit my ass down.

But when they got on stage, people (BOYS) were beasting all over the place (not that I can truly blame them)

Ahhh, the happiness abounds friends.

I have pics and videos but everything looks like a fine mess. I'll post them up regardless.

Pics first (see if you can spot my Ga-In bias)

AND VIDEOS (which suck, sorry sorry)

Oh, C-dramas, what you do to me

2009-09-25T02:55:47Z

I just finished watching Fairy From Wonderland and I am a puddle of tears. It takes a real love story to get me this way and I look like Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer. I'm in love with Hu Ge, every character he plays is just so....... real, so lovable, so...honest.

Brb, crying again.

So anyway, the story is basically about an immortal who falls in love with a mortal. Obviously, drama ensues but what's really sweet is that they know they must be split apart but they enjoy their moments together SOOO much. You know at that stage where you're first in love and nothing else matter and you're pretty much on Cloud 9. Yeah, well, they stay at that stage forever. It sounds corny but they're separated so it's somewhat true. Ugh, brb, crying AGAIN!!!

I love Ariel Lin. Not so much in Started with a Kiss or ISWAK but in this one and in Legend of the Condor Heroes, she's fucking great. And Hu Ge....I'm convinced all Chinese men are like him and Hannie-gege.

Ugh. I need to sleep before I start bawling again.

I'll leave this here.

Seriously, I need to stop crying.

At college

2009-09-22T17:23:55Z

But I'm bored and tired and I desperately wanna go home. Right now. I have a presentation in the next class but I get really nervous standing in front of them. Usually I wouldn't give a crap but today out of all days I had no desire to dress up so I look like le crap, and on top of that it's the type of class where there's a group of people who seem to know enough on the subject to actually teach the class.

Now lemme explain what I mean here. I'm in an international business class which means I'm here to learn, hence the point of taking the class. However, these guys are already knowledgeable on this topic so what do they do??? They argue with the prof, the scoff at those who ask question, and such. It's annoying and stupid and I absolutely abhor it. Again, I'm in the class to learn, not to be hear them be know it all.

So now I have to do a boring ass presentation with these people when I feel and look like crap and I wanna go home now!!!!!!!!!!

On a lighter note, I'm too lazy to post the pics but have you guys seen Suju-M and their weird animalistic magazine scans.

Lulzy!!!

I'm done for!

2009-09-20T19:31:45Z

There are............no words......................

akjfh siowegaiodgioasjfovJSRGHioeHJSOIUDRHGiunAR THILUHOINAWEHIAtUIOTGIEJGA RG HoiUJIU

Oh mah Shuper Girl!

2009-09-18T01:59:17Z

He's fierce and I loved the remix he did of Shuper Girl. All of them, actually, are incredible. I wonder how he got into Korean music....

All good things come to an end....

2009-09-15T01:24:27Z

Patrick Swayze died today of pancreatic cancer. His movies brought me a lot of joy and happiness so I am quite saddened by the news. *sigh* It reminds me of Ponyboy from The Outsiders (a movie which he starred in, ironically enough)who quoted Robert Frost,

"Nature's first green is gold

Her hardest hue to hold

Her early leaf's a flower;

But only so an hour.

Then leaf subsides to leaf.

So Eden sank to grief,

So dawn goes down to day.

Nothing gold can stay."

R.I.P
Condolences to the family

ZOMGEFFINGOD!!!

2009-09-14T22:33:02Z

Yes, I am super late at posting this BUTTTTTTT.
I woke up early enough to watch it with y'all at Omona and left a small, ZOMG at the site. Now that I'm back from school, I'll say this:
I spent the last five minutes in my hectic morning, not eating or getting all dolled up, but downloading the song and the MV into my Ipod. AND IT'S BEEN ON REPLAY ALL DAMN DAY.
I mean:
1 hour train ride, to school and back.
2 hours of break in between classes
the fifteen minutes before class
and the entire two hours in the morning

On replay.

Hannie-gege as a nerd.
Me: DED!

Wo shi ni de Shuper Man!

On a lighter note

2009-09-11T15:31:32Z

Hankyung. Suju-M. I..........have no words.

To those who really didn't think I jizzed in mah pants, you are WRONG! This was just....unf!

ZOMG. *ded*

September 11, 2009

2009-09-11T15:28:04Z

Today is that fateful day again. So here's an individual post to remember this day.

Thankfully, I was nowhere near the site. I was at school where I had no clue what had happened until my parents came to pick me up and started telling me. I don't remember how old I was but certainly at an age where I didn't quite comprehend what was happening.

That changed when I got home and my mother was in tears while the TV was replaying everything over and over again. It was jolting, to say the least. The city was in the worst condition I've ever seen for the next few days, the entire year, really. All I can remember is my mother crying as if she had lost someone herself in the tragedy. It didn't help that the newscasters themselves were crying or that the scenes of people jumping out of the flaming buildings kept re-playing on almost every channel.

So, to all those people who lost their lives, who lost someone they loved, and anyone near the site who survived but are still recovering mentally, emotionally, and physically, here's to you.

As Robert Frost said once, "In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."

Blessing to all.

ChalakChalak

So you had a bad day...

2009-09-10T23:48:57Z

So.

I wake up with a headache. I don't even know how that happened but it did. After eating breakfast, I pop a Tylenol cause I can't afford headaches on a school day. The Tylenol decides not to work for a few hours after I pop it, heaven only knows why today because they usually work almost instantly for me. I ride the hour long train ride to college to find out that my watch is running behind and I'm late to my first class. The only professor that has an issue with tardiness happens to be my first period, which I'm late to.

Hurrah.

A two and a half hour break of doom awaits me but I am prepared with the abundance of homework I already have. But being the lucky girl I am today, I bought the wrong folder with me. So now I have zilch to do for the next two hours.

Ok, I decide to go to the library and check out Omona on the computer labs. I kid you not, I try four different computers on three different floors and each of them decide to make me hate my life by having bugs which make it slow/not work/not connect to the internet/ and so on.

FML.

So I decide to sleep. But I realize that I only have ten minutes to get to my next class which make me run like crazy to my next class.

After zoning out after my last class and successfully look like a weirdo to everyone in the class with my stomach making monster sounds and eating itself, I get out of college. I still have a long way to go until I get home and guess who comes to call?

Mother Nature: XD
Me:

Hello, mother nature. I haven't seen you in almost a month.

Mother Nature:

*bitch slapped with my monthly present* ON THE TRAIN!!!!!

Me:

Le sigh.

But............this actually hasn't been my worst day to date. I've had far worse.