It loved to happen.

I love you, that will never change.

2009-11-07T18:39:02Z

Yes, I KNOW I'm uber late but fiajfajskfajkfjjakjdfjakdjfka!!!!!!

Blue Tomorrow video was....ugh, Hannie-gege's tears are weapons of mass destruction to my poor, lonely, heart. Not to mention that the lyrics are actually quite beautiful (after Shuper Ghurl, I was apprehensive)

I'm sure all of those who have friended me have seen the video but I'll put it up regardless with the best eng translation I've seen so far.

Take me now, Hannie-gege.

chalakchalak @ 2009-11-01T21:08:00

2009-11-02T02:12:16Z

Just thought I'd share my pics of my favorite holiday. Unfortunately, due to the heavy rain, I couldn't take pictures of other people's costumes during the NYC Halloween parade so it's just me and my sister and best friend.

Btw, my best friend is the PERFECT Joker.

Y'all know how much I love my dog so don't worry, my father loves him too much to actually hurt him. The picture came out GREAT, though.

Don't have panties???

2009-10-30T00:02:07Z

It's all right! Cause that's why there are Twilight panties for your convenience.

Not only are these highly uncomfortable to wear to a communal bath, but also come with a special surprise.

Yes, guys, it's true...

SOurce: http://twitarded.blogspot.com/2009/10/pattinson-panties-edward-undies-we-got.html

I'm off to my doom...

2009-10-28T19:05:04Z

You guys, I am TERRIFIED!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, there are no words for how scared I am. In....almost an hour, I head off to my Accounting midterm to which I know little to no answers to. Not because I'm not smart or even because my teacher isn't good (she's really good) but Accounting makes NO SENSE to meeeeeeeeee!!!

If I fail this class, not only do I have to take the class over again (DOOOOM) but my GPA drops...and I have a 3.6 right now. Shitty McShit!

The concept is really hard, in my view. All these debits and credits and depreciation...they keep telling me I'll use it as a business person but the only reason I took business was to travel abroad. I don't plan on becoming an accountant.

Ugh, enough. I'm trying to study but nothing's sticking anymore.

Good bye, cruel world. You have failed me.

I saw Siwon today!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-27T22:38:05Z

Ok, so not really, but he surprised me. As I was happily walking down the streets of Korea Way in NY, I saw this!

It's basically an ad of Kyochon chicken, everyone knows this chicken commercial, of course:

And with a hottie like this, how can I say no.....??? I applied....!!!! @_@

Mmmm, Siwon!!! I was all like:

Rant done!

Just some pics

2009-10-27T00:42:29Z

Cause I liked my outfit and it was a nice day in NY.

And my outift, perfect for the day.

Ugh, but they came out blurry! Le poot!

chalakchalak @ 2009-10-22T20:56:00

2009-10-23T01:07:08Z

I had the strangest dream last night. Usually, whenever I have dreams, they're random things from my random life and I rarely, if ever dream of celebrities. Yesterday, however, I had a dream of Hannie-gege. Now, it was strange mainly because I felt like I knew him. As in knew him, knew him. And I was lying on his stomach, looking up at him, and there a feeling of sadness. You know when you dream something so real you can feel it?? I was SAD! I had the feeling that we were parting. Then it was more weird.

I'm an excellent sleeper because I wake up easily to important sounds (my dog's whimpers, my mom's whispers) but not to sirens going off outside ( I live in NY, it happens a lot) but then I have the ability to sleep as soon as my head hits the pillow. Yesterday, I heard my doggy scratching the door and for the life of me, I did not want to wake up. It was like I didn't want to let go of the dream I had. Now, the silly side of me would have made some joke on how it should have been a sexy dream but it made me sad for most of the morning.

I'll end tonight with this, just cause.

"She tells her love while half asleep,
in the dark hours
with half words whispered low,
As Earth stirs in her winter sleep
And puts out grass and flowers
Despite the snow.
Despite the falling snow."
-- Robert Graves

Hannie-gege with My enemy!!! Barbies

2009-10-17T00:15:59Z

I don't remember where I got them from but why??? They were literally naked, these barbies, and SUJU-M had to dress 'em up.

Do these boys even know what those pointy things on their chest are????
SIWON KNOWS!!

Birthday meme thingamahoozie!

2009-10-13T22:53:32Z

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. ~~Patriotic~~ ~~Active in games and interactions~~ Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. ~~Influential in organizations.~~ Fun to be with. ~~Loves to socialize.~~ Loves praises. ~~Loves attention.~~ Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Fufufufufufufufufufufuufufu.

Long rant is long...maybe

2009-10-06T23:04:17Z

Being the forever dork that I am and not caring that at twenty years of age, I should not be spending valuable study time watching Teen Titans.....I was. And particularly, the second episode of the first season, amply names "sisters" got me thinking.

I have a sister who, being born 11 years into my life, is TOTALLY and COMPLETELY different that I am. My mother (my whole family) is 100 percent spanish and so I was brought up in a very spanish way. I don't mean to say violently because my mother is not that type but certainly with installed fear of my parents (which I think plenty of American kids need, but that's just my opinion). My sister can get away with murder..literally. I mean, the girl can talk back, scream back, throw stuff and my mom will only shake her head and reprimand her.

Um, say what? No! I would have gotten my ass beat if AND ONLY IF I EVEN THOUGHT OF SPEAKING BACK. But ok, I can handle it. Fine, have her call you a witch behind your back, pretend you don't hear. Whatever.

However, she says it to me, you bet I ain't taking it lying down. Though she's nine, my personality won't change. I will tell her exactly what she is.

Whatever. Not only that, but I grew up my entire life around my male cousins, playing with guns and trucks and wrestling and thinking that farts and boobs are the funniest things in the world. I only realized I myself was a woman when I started growing boobs.

She is the epitome of girliness. Pink and flowers and rainbows, she loves it all. Hannah Montana is her idol, for god's sakes. My idols was Jackie Chan and Jet Li. I rarely cry over ANYTHING, including things which I should cry about. She cries at EVERYTHING.

If you haven't gotten the point, my sister and I are worse than water and oil. I went through my fours years of High School avoiding drama (succesfully, thank you very much) only to have her bring it home. Um...no thanks, kbye.

Ok, I'm done. Ugh, I feel so much better.

Abracadabra, bitches!

2009-09-28T20:16:19Z

It was the definition of greatness. And my Ga-In bias grew even more cause bitch is FIERCE and GORGEOUS! They all looked like flowers cause their skin is so pale and.....ahhh, it was great. I waited forever though, to get to see them. I ate tons at the festival but I had to get good seat so I had to stop the excessive eating and sit my ass down.

But when they got on stage, people (BOYS) were beasting all over the place (not that I can truly blame them)

Ahhh, the happiness abounds friends.

I have pics and videos but everything looks like a fine mess. I'll post them up regardless.

Pics first (see if you can spot my Ga-In bias)

AND VIDEOS (which suck, sorry sorry)

Oh, C-dramas, what you do to me

2009-09-25T02:55:47Z

I just finished watching Fairy From Wonderland and I am a puddle of tears. It takes a real love story to get me this way and I look like Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer. I'm in love with Hu Ge, every character he plays is just so....... real, so lovable, so...honest.

Brb, crying again.

So anyway, the story is basically about an immortal who falls in love with a mortal. Obviously, drama ensues but what's really sweet is that they know they must be split apart but they enjoy their moments together SOOO much. You know at that stage where you're first in love and nothing else matter and you're pretty much on Cloud 9. Yeah, well, they stay at that stage forever. It sounds corny but they're separated so it's somewhat true. Ugh, brb, crying AGAIN!!!

I love Ariel Lin. Not so much in Started with a Kiss or ISWAK but in this one and in Legend of the Condor Heroes, she's fucking great. And Hu Ge....I'm convinced all Chinese men are like him and Hannie-gege.

Ugh. I need to sleep before I start bawling again.

I'll leave this here.

Seriously, I need to stop crying.

At college

2009-09-22T17:23:55Z

But I'm bored and tired and I desperately wanna go home. Right now. I have a presentation in the next class but I get really nervous standing in front of them. Usually I wouldn't give a crap but today out of all days I had no desire to dress up so I look like le crap, and on top of that it's the type of class where there's a group of people who seem to know enough on the subject to actually teach the class.

Now lemme explain what I mean here. I'm in an international business class which means I'm here to learn, hence the point of taking the class. However, these guys are already knowledgeable on this topic so what do they do??? They argue with the prof, the scoff at those who ask question, and such. It's annoying and stupid and I absolutely abhor it. Again, I'm in the class to learn, not to be hear them be know it all.

So now I have to do a boring ass presentation with these people when I feel and look like crap and I wanna go home now!!!!!!!!!!

On a lighter note, I'm too lazy to post the pics but have you guys seen Suju-M and their weird animalistic magazine scans.

Lulzy!!!

I'm done for!

2009-09-20T19:31:45Z

There are............no words......................

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Oh mah Shuper Girl!

2009-09-18T01:59:17Z

He's fierce and I loved the remix he did of Shuper Girl. All of them, actually, are incredible. I wonder how he got into Korean music....

All good things come to an end....

2009-09-15T01:24:27Z

Patrick Swayze died today of pancreatic cancer. His movies brought me a lot of joy and happiness so I am quite saddened by the news. *sigh* It reminds me of Ponyboy from The Outsiders (a movie which he starred in, ironically enough)who quoted Robert Frost,

"Nature's first green is gold

Her hardest hue to hold

Her early leaf's a flower;

But only so an hour.

Then leaf subsides to leaf.

So Eden sank to grief,

So dawn goes down to day.

Nothing gold can stay."

R.I.P
Condolences to the family

ZOMGEFFINGOD!!!

2009-09-14T22:33:02Z

Yes, I am super late at posting this BUTTTTTTT.
I woke up early enough to watch it with y'all at Omona and left a small, ZOMG at the site. Now that I'm back from school, I'll say this:
I spent the last five minutes in my hectic morning, not eating or getting all dolled up, but downloading the song and the MV into my Ipod. AND IT'S BEEN ON REPLAY ALL DAMN DAY.
I mean:
1 hour train ride, to school and back.
2 hours of break in between classes
the fifteen minutes before class
and the entire two hours in the morning

On replay.

Hannie-gege as a nerd.
Me: DED!

Wo shi ni de Shuper Man!

On a lighter note

2009-09-11T15:31:32Z

Hankyung. Suju-M. I..........have no words.

To those who really didn't think I jizzed in mah pants, you are WRONG! This was just....unf!

ZOMG. *ded*

September 11, 2009

2009-09-11T15:28:04Z

Today is that fateful day again. So here's an individual post to remember this day.

Thankfully, I was nowhere near the site. I was at school where I had no clue what had happened until my parents came to pick me up and started telling me. I don't remember how old I was but certainly at an age where I didn't quite comprehend what was happening.

That changed when I got home and my mother was in tears while the TV was replaying everything over and over again. It was jolting, to say the least. The city was in the worst condition I've ever seen for the next few days, the entire year, really. All I can remember is my mother crying as if she had lost someone herself in the tragedy. It didn't help that the newscasters themselves were crying or that the scenes of people jumping out of the flaming buildings kept re-playing on almost every channel.

So, to all those people who lost their lives, who lost someone they loved, and anyone near the site who survived but are still recovering mentally, emotionally, and physically, here's to you.

As Robert Frost said once, "In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."

Blessing to all.

ChalakChalak

So you had a bad day...

2009-09-10T23:48:57Z

So.

I wake up with a headache. I don't even know how that happened but it did. After eating breakfast, I pop a Tylenol cause I can't afford headaches on a school day. The Tylenol decides not to work for a few hours after I pop it, heaven only knows why today because they usually work almost instantly for me. I ride the hour long train ride to college to find out that my watch is running behind and I'm late to my first class. The only professor that has an issue with tardiness happens to be my first period, which I'm late to.

Hurrah.

A two and a half hour break of doom awaits me but I am prepared with the abundance of homework I already have. But being the lucky girl I am today, I bought the wrong folder with me. So now I have zilch to do for the next two hours.

Ok, I decide to go to the library and check out Omona on the computer labs. I kid you not, I try four different computers on three different floors and each of them decide to make me hate my life by having bugs which make it slow/not work/not connect to the internet/ and so on.

FML.

So I decide to sleep. But I realize that I only have ten minutes to get to my next class which make me run like crazy to my next class.

After zoning out after my last class and successfully look like a weirdo to everyone in the class with my stomach making monster sounds and eating itself, I get out of college. I still have a long way to go until I get home and guess who comes to call?

Mother Nature: XD
Me:

Hello, mother nature. I haven't seen you in almost a month.

Mother Nature:

*bitch slapped with my monthly present* ON THE TRAIN!!!!!

Me:

Le sigh.

But............this actually hasn't been my worst day to date. I've had far worse.

Four day weekend rox my sox.

2009-09-07T16:44:40Z

I have no classes on Friday, thankfully (the downside being that I take three classes the rest of the week, poo) so with Monday being Labor Day I am currently having a four day weekend of fun and craziness. I often never realize how lucky I am to live in New York where Central Park is, literally, a few blocks away from where I live. I went rollerskating, rented a bike, and had a really good day with my puppy ( I never go alone cause it's boring that way). I also made my way to Korea Way and brought a cute white beanie as well as a new shirt. Unfortunately, the only Korean CD store I know around my area went out of business so I have to rely on YesAsia and other internet sites which I don't really trust very much. Grr.

It's getting chillier nowadays, though the sun shines really bright, there's a chilly breeze floating around. I don't mind; I like the cold cause I like layering clothes and wearing big, heavy sweatshirts so I'm mega comfortable right now. Tomorrow I go back to school and back to the craziness that ensues with a million papers all due at the same time.

Everyone tells me my fashion sense only makes sense to me....

Finished my first week of College

2009-09-05T16:10:53Z

And I am dead-ass tired. It sucks that I haven't been in Omona in time to participate in the ZOMF 2PM Hates Koreans and Gays Epik Discussion of 2009 but I'm kinda glad too. Too many butt-hurts and not enough love. I am happy that Tablo is getting married because the world seems to right itself once more.

I'm in a puddle of tears after buying all of my books for college which I will not state the exact amount lest I cry myself to sleep again. But I keep telling myself it's worth it when I get moola coming out of my bum and I live in a penthouse suite in TOKYO!

To cheer myself up, here are my new sunglasses I bought, modeled by the only one who can give it justice, my puppy.

My College is pretty cool, despite what I rant against it

2009-09-02T22:17:02Z

The post is image heavy but worth it, in my humble opinion.

So here's basically my College, once called the Poor Man's Harvard cause the education is pretty damn great, in my opinion. I'm an International Business student so I take language courses and learn about Asia (mostly) ~~cause they will take over the world~~ so it's pretty fun. But onto the good stuff. I took pics! Yeah! This is Boylan Hall, where most of my classes are: Random people are random. This is the koi pond where I do most of my reading/thinking: I wanted to take a picture of the library but it is a HUGE building and I literally have to stand on the other side of the college (which is like three blocks long) to take it. So maybe next time. And this is me, looking a bit stiff in the face. I don't smile for pictures....ever. It's weird. Yayayayay! I'm done.

I'm not sure why the LJ cut isn't working. I did it all before and it worked fine. Screw Livejournal.

And so it began....

2009-09-01T01:00:56Z

First day wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. My first class was Japanese and my 先生 was extremely nice and funny. So I know that this class will be good. On top of that, there's a guy behind me who is anime obsessed so I know we'll become pals in no time.

Then (play Jaws theme please) came Accounting. Sweet baby Lord in heaven and Shisus's balls, it was a devastatingly boring class and if I had been semi awake, I probably would have cried. She didn't even give us a syllabus, she just went on and on with the lesson. And hour and half of death! It makes me feel like this about my major:

Then came Geology which wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. So give thanks for the little things.

Tomorrow is another Accounting class and another buss. class. Ew. Thankfully, I can wake up later than the five thirty I woke up today. Inhumane time.

School starts tomorrow

2009-08-30T23:27:21Z

Dunno whether to be happy about it or not. It feels like I've done nothing but work this summer which SUCKSSS. But now Junior year is starting and I'm looking down the barrel of the gun. Ugh, I hate school.

After I finish college, I'm taking a break. Off to Japan, mateys. I'm off to find a guy that'll make everyone go

Goodbye, summer. Goodbye, free time. Goodbye, sanity. I'll see you next summer.

Peace.